not sure

so last nite my dad decided to yell at me for not goin to work like i talked bout before.... which was not my fault they told me i did not work when i did. and then said i sould go in early last night will hell no im not cause are clock in thing will only that us clock in 2 mins early at most. i really dont get why we fight all the time but its fine cause as soon as i can im out of this house and when i move out im never comin back.

and then some people on my facebook i piss me off i guess one of my cuzs told my aunt that i cuss and say bad stuff on the. which ill admit i do. but im 19 im pretty sure im old enough to make own choices in life and talk how i want to and do what i want to. so people need to stop bein so stupid

well

i have not updated in awhile have not really had time. ive been busy workin and just chillin wit friends. but i was told that i should update my blog lol

anyways ive been workin and i dont really like my job i was a hour late awhile ago and they got pissed even though they told me to be there at 11 not 10 so i think its bullshit that they yell at me when they are the ones who made me a hour late. and then i they told me this week i needed to work monday tuesday and friday. so i was like ok and then the morning i got a call asking why i was not at work last night and i said it was not monday it was sunday i was told i didnt work sun and got yelled at. WTF!!! so i kinda wish i would get fired but then again i dont cause i need a job. so i have been applying places all day i want a another job i hate this one.

im also tired of people talkin shit. my ex wont stop txted me. she talks bout how if it was not for my bestfriend we would still be together. that is prolly true but she is the on who didnt like my bestfriend and the fact that i hang out with girls. all the girls i hang out with i would never date or anything they are just my friends and i told her that. im gonna choose my friends over her cause they will always be there.

other then all that its been ok. i gotta see a friend a few days ago that i had not seen in awhile and that was fun. i wish we hung out more though.

well i guess thats all i have to say for now

why does it have to be like this

so 2day was freakin awesome tell now i went to my new job trainin and passed. i find out when i start 2morrow. then i went to see my gma and chilled over there for awhile. then we left got sonic and went home. when i got home and talked to some friends and just watched tv and played ps3 then i said somethin and my dad started yellin at me and started to throw my laptop and took it back and we got in a huge fight and now im in my room tryin not to talk to him. i swear i wanna move out of this house so bad the only one i like in this house is my mom. when me and my dad fight see usully sticks up for me and when he as threated to kick me out she as talked him out of it. but once i get enough money im out of here anyways.

why me

so 2day was pretty good tell now i woke up and just watched tv and played video games for awhile. then i went over to my aunt and helped her wit some xmas stuff and just talked for awhile.

but then my dad got home and my day started to suck. it was ok at first tell i talk to him and then he yelled at me for some dumb shit and now he wants me to go hang out xmas lights its freakin cold outside and there aint know way im doin that.

i dont get it he always yells at me for know reason but when he is talkin to my brother he never yells or anything and my brother never gets in trouble only me. but its all ok cause im moving out as soon as i get enough money.

well thats all i have to say for now

ive always wanted one of these now i got one lol... now i just gotta figure everything out on it