life could be better

ok so the last few days have not been that could ive spent most of this week at home. my best friend left for college and most of my other friends can only chill on weekends. as i wrote before a friend i used to hang out wit all the time stopped talkin to be cause i would not help him take down his familys xmas lights cause i could not that day. and he was pretty much my only friend that could hang out on week days and i hate hate hate stayin home cause me and my dad fight alot and dont get along at all. and then that same friend called when i was wit my best friend and blamed us for teepeeing is house and said he seen us bullshit cause we didnt do shit (as far as he know) he was not even home that nite so there aint know way he know if it was us. he things we did it just cause we were pissed at him. so its freakin dumb. idk what to do.

friends sometimes

so lately some of my friends have been pissing me off. one of my bestfriends tells stuff she dont really mean to i think. like i will tell her somethings that i dont want anybody else to know and she will tell somebody else but like i dont think she means to we will just be talkin bout something on that topic and she will say what i told her either. i dont know weather to talk to her bout it or not? i would say what the things are but certion people that read this i dont want to know

i also thing i lost a friend 2day. one of my friends familys puts up a huge display of xmas lights at there house every year and i helped them this year and he just called and asked me to help come take them down and i said that i could not. and he was like all my friends are no good worthless fucks. i said just cause i already have other plans dont mean that and he said he was gonna stop talkin to all his friends cause of this. so i dropped all my plans cause i didnt wanna loose a friend then he said never mind dont worry bout it. and i was like really? wtf and he was like i will be at my moms at 9am true friends will show up.